Reflection.

Looking at this world, and the way society is. Now being an adult I see the world differently, don't get me wrong I see the beautiful things and the goodness in our world. Though at times I'm skeptical because of the people I encounter everyday, the people who tell me it's okay to kill an innocent human being inside of the womb.   

I found this quote and it sticks with me, being a big fan of Peter pan and Never land, the lost boys and fairy tails, at times I wondered why in some ways he didn't want to grow up, however now that I see what adulthood is like and how the world is, i wish I could go back to the time where I was just concerned about what colour bowl I'd have for breakfast.  My internship has brought me to a whole new glimpse of our society and at times it frightens me. To have a person seriously okay with abortion, okay with wiping out people for population control. 

The work we are doing is ever so important, we are bombarded in our society by this and that as well as information shoved at us, however it's not always true or moral.  Some days when I have time to reflect on the internship, i think of the time spent talking to people and I am amazed at the things I've seen and experienced.  Being able to inform people on what abortion really is and the reality that it's killing a living human being is horrific.  The sad stories I've had shared with me and the heartbreaking situations people have ended up in.  The fact that in some ways people have woken up to the truth of what abortion is and resolved to make a difference brings me hope.   

I have hope that with the work we are doing and the future work we will be able to end the killing, and I know that when my internship is done the fact is abortions will still be happening just as they are in Canada right now in this very moment. The thought that I will go home and know it's still happening is terrifying, how can I stand by and let that happen when I am capable of making a difference, even if it's a difference just for one life it would be worth it. I find myself reflecting on where I'm going next, what's the next step after the internship, though I'm trying to not think to far ahead as I need to be focused on these current moments.